Wednesday, November 1, 2017


If you begin to examine yourself, your thoughts, beliefs, assumptions and preferences, then you may find that you are an idiot. You may find that you are a false, disgusting and selfish fool. You may find that you are a coward, a jerk, a...

However, after some time, you may also find that there is a part of you that is OK. I belive that in all people, there is a part that is OK. It may be forgotten, suppressed or repressed, and it may be very hard to find, but it is there, somewhere.

Tuesday, October 24, 2017

Death row

We will be sentenced to death, all of us, no matter what crimes we have committed. 

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Highly Insensitive People

Some people are very sensitive. According to Elaine Aron is about one fifth of the population highly sensitive. Most people are more or less insensitive. Psychopaths are extremely insensitive. About 2-4 % are psychopaths.

Life is often difficult for Highly Sensitive People. They suffer among ordinary people because ordinary people are so insensitive. Extremely Sensitive People can sometimes experience paranormal phenomenons, like synchronicities, precognitions or telepathy. Insensitive people consider them wacky or neurotic.

Wednesday, September 20, 2017


Enlightenment is a destructive process. It has nothing to do with becoming better or being happier. Enlightenment is crumbling away of untruth. It's seeing through the facade of pretence. It's the complete eradication of everything we imagined to be true.


Saturday, September 16, 2017

Who knows

Maybe you're not a Highly Sensitive Person, maybe you are neurotic.
Maybe you're not laid back, maybe you're just lazy.
Maybe you're not outspoken and straightforward, maybe you're an asshole.
Maybe you're not awake, maybe you're a space cadet.

Maybe you're not neurotic, maybe you're a Highly Sensitive Person. 
Maybe you're not lazy, maybe you're not an asshole, 
maybe you're not a space cadet.

Maybe you're sometimes lazy, sometimes laid back and harmonious.
Maybe you're sometimes awake, someimes an asshole.

Saturday, September 9, 2017

Know thyself

To get to know yourself, you need to observe yourself. You need to observe yourself in action, closely. What you're telling yourself, your explanations, rationalizations and ideas about yourself are quite uninteresting. It's when you do something that you have a chance to catch a glimpse of yourself, when you refuse to call her back, when you suddenly decide to go to the pub, when you stuff yourself with pancakes, etc.

To get to know to yuorself can be very unpleasant. It can be like trying to make friends with a pisshead on a park bench, a priggish little jerk in a lunch room or a just a common fool... 

You think that you're sensible, but you're not. The sensible part of you is just a part of you. You are not just one person. You consist of several personalities, much like a small family business that is run by a family. Sometimes is your father at the helm, sometimes your mother, sometimes your uncle.

Thursday, September 7, 2017


How are you?
What's wrong with you?
Have you received your diagnosis, and a prescription?

Who are you?
What do you think?

Who are you, really, ultimately?
Electron swarms and quarks?

And what is an electron?
A particle or a wave?
A particle or a wave in what?

What is matter, really?
Energy? Condensed radiation?
Isn't materialism an outdated idea?

What is the soul made of?
Fantasies, delusion, spirit?
How do you define the word soul?

What is consciousness made of?
Electromagnetic fields in brain tissue?
What is outside of our universe?
Where is the universe situated?

Why did all the questions arise in the universe?